Oh Bother..

So, I was supposed to be blogging about how I could not escape the stigma of ordinary living. But halfway there, I got lost and decided to scrap it.

Long story short about it is, I wanted, yearned for something more than ordinary in my life. Be it not – so ordinary job or going to not – so ordinary places but it just doesn’t seem to be meant for me. No matter how hard I try to live a life that I want, life seems to just kick me back to reality. I’m not saying life is boring but isn’t it much more better living a life less ordinary…?

Anyhoo, I’ve been really..er..moody..the past few weeks. It may or may not be in conjunction with the coming month of March and my Birthday but I just dunno. It prolly does concern of me getting a year older again and with nothing worth of noting what relevant thing I’ve done for the past year/s of my life. 

Its just that sometimes, I drift off thinking to myself ALOT of stuff I prolly shouldn’t be thinking about. Like, “why am I here?”, “what’s my purpose?”…weird huh? But in reality, we’re looking for our purpose in life, something that we can do with our own sense of flair and talent. So far, I haven’t really seen anything that defines me and my so-called “skills”.

Ugh.

Am I having some sort of Mid-Life Crisis..er..I guess I should just be calling it Crisis since I haven’t really reached the midpoint of my life yet. So..what do I have then?

Ugh.